We are never ever getting back together

Taylor Swift is back for this 3rd installment.

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Heartbreaker: J-dawg #1

Friends to daters, with some awkward encounters in between. It started off in history class. We hung out and my friend was for sure you liked me and I of course had no self-esteem and said she was crazy. Turns out you had a thing for my friend and this was just about the point I started to think you were cute. Oh my life! So as the good crush as I was, I delivered your heart felt note to my friend which she then denied.

The summer passed and then we started school again which included us talking again. We flirted via Myspace and went out on a date, my first one to be exact. You joined me, my parents, and my best friends parents at a soccer game. From there we had dinner at McDonald's with my best friend and her dad. Afterwards, you had the balls to try and kiss me in front of my mom and best friend. So what did I do? I shoved my drink into my mouth guiding you to give me a kiss on the forehead. I thought you were a little too forward and decided to let you go.

Fast forward 8 months and its summertime again. You worked at the Meijer Starbucks and keep offering me free drinks since you know I love a good Java Chip Frappuccino. Then I think, maybe this time we could work it out. But luckily, my friend snaps the truth into me and reminds that "You are never ever getting back together with him."

Fast forward some more about 4 years later and silly old me thought I should thank you via Facebook about introducing me to a great song. From there, we started talking about life which turned into me inviting you to see a movie with me. That movie turned into another movie watch and then to more movie watching. Eventually I wasn't feeling it again and decided to call it quits.

But if only love worked the way you want it to. We kept texting and flirting until you decided to tell me you were talking to another girl. World came crashing down. I was hurt, betrayed, and sooo confused. The hour long phone call of me crying and wondering how you could do this to me resulted in me crying on my best friends shoulders and finally declaring that:

WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER!



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Back to December

Are you ready for round 2? For more of my dating stories and there connection to Taylor Swift?

Here we go!

This dude has three songs! So feel free to choose which path to take or play them all!

Heartbreaker #2: T-bird

Where do we even start?  I hate to admit this, but you are the only guy that I would go back in time for to have another chance. Yes, I go back to December and remember the first time we kissed. Yeah, I go back to April when I thought about telling you I loved you. And, I go back to October to remember when I knew you'd be the guy I dated forever.

But I don't go back to May when I broke up with you for the first time or June when I broke up with you for the second time. Side note: I have this problem of dating guys twice before I realize I should really end it.

And then I think about our last kiss and how I never imagined we would have one. You were the only guy I could see marriage with, but that's probably because I knew if I stayed with you we would have been married within a year. Seriously, the idea of being married right now sounds horrible.

Oh, I also even thought about showing up at your wedding and being that person from the movies who shouts I object! And when I say thought of, I seriously considered it. I weighed my pros and cons. I didn't even know anything about the girl you married; I just knew we were supposed to be together. Oh how delusional I was!

Overall, I miss your friendship and how good we were at being the friends who could pickup where we left off after 3 months of not talking. I guess that's the sacrifice you make when you decide to date a friend and it doesn't work out. 

Thank God for friends and clarity! Hope your marriage is going well and if you are reading this, well, now you know the truth.



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Taylor Swift Thursday

Here it is! The series I have been so excited to introduce you to!

For the last 8 years of my life, I have been a huge Taylor Swift fan. I love the girl and her songs!

As I was listening to her cd the other day, I started to laugh because I knew exactly what she was talking about. I understood the heartbreak, the anger, the sadness, and all the other emotions she sings about. And all this understanding got me to thinking:

"Why don't I blog about how my life is exactly like a Taylor Swift song? Oh, and why don't I do it by connecting it to the guys I've dated?"

 

Well, here I am doing it. I hope you get a laugh out of it like I do.

So here it goes.

My dating life from the eyes of Taylor Swift.

 

Heartbreaker #1: Kcirtap (hidden identity)

 

 

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While I do not really count you as a first boyfriend, you technically were for the whole 7 days we dated. Oh and for those 4 hours we dated after our first break-up.

Young love was fresh in the air and I finally got to date that boy who annoyed me in Social Studies. You were such a classy dude. Stealing my pen and offering it back to me if I only agreed to date you. I had no choice, but to say yes because it was the only pen I had for the entire day. Yet, there I was secretly dying inside because this is what I had wanted all along.

 

I'm not sure what it was that made me want to be your girlfriend. Maybe it was all that red hair that I just loved or the way you constantly picked on me because we learned in 5th grade that if a boy picks on you then he really likes you. Either way, I got to call you my boyfriend!

 

In that whole week of dating, we hung out maybe 2 times outside of school and talked on the phone maybe twice as well? You dedicated "Beautiful Soul" to me by Jesse McCartney because you knew how beautiful my soul actually was. You got me, you really did! And boy did you know how to apologize. After telling me I looked like Ogre Fiona from Shrek, you called me 7 times and even though I ignored every single call, you came to my best friends house and called for me outside her window. What a Romeo and Juliet love story in the making.

 

But finally the week came to an end and I realized I had some terrible guilt hiding inside me. My parents told me I was not allowed to date until I was 16, yet I was only 14. While I hid in the garage explaining why we couldn't date anymore, you told me you would wait for me and boy did I hang on to those words. It convinced me to give you a second chance, but when you insisted on helping me with my homework I just couldn't take it.

 

I was an independent 8th grader! I did not need a guy to help me do my homework! So I sent my best friend across the lunch room to end it one more time and I saw that look. You were heartbroken and I was the reason why. The guilt ate me up and I couldn't help but continue to still make googly-eyes at you.

 

Summer came and you became the person I wanted to hangout with the most. We played basketball every single day even though I was horrible at it, but sometimes you let me win. Then my so-called best friend got ungrounded and you stopped coming around. Finally, I found out you were dating and had moved on.

 

I sat in my room many nights that summer crying over you.

You were the teardrops on my guitar.

 

 



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